I wish I knew what I wanted.
I wish I could break my pattern.
I wish that the complications in my life would solve themselves.
I wish that by avoiding, I could completely forget.
And not instead just feel really awkward and panicked.
I wish I wasn't always stress sick.
I wish I wasn't Bi-Polar.
I wish I wasn't self destructive.

horror films, penguins, the color black, lemons, CK one, my poodle, masochistic and sadistic tendencies, art, being M3T4L, energy drinks, studded belts, the Russian language, my future ankh tattoo, all tattoos in general, mentholated chapstick, bacon, being ridiculously vulgar, j-walking and almost getting hit by cars, blood and scars, facial scruffles on boys, finger mustaches, skinny jeans, Resident Evil, tights, sexual humor

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